Putting the FUN, in Fungi.
I always wanted to try psychedelic mushrooms, but was too scared to have a "bad trip" considering my mental health journey. I've tried...
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dearabi
Mar 1, 20212 min read
The Difference.
I knew I could marry my ex boyfriend when I knew I would be OK if we broke up. This doesn't mean I didn't think I wouldn't cry if we did....
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dearabi
Feb 16, 20211 min read
Break Up With Me.
Please, break up with me. Don't take walks with me knowing you'll be walking away soon. Don't hold me in your arms knowing you'll be...
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dearabi
Feb 8, 20213 min read
Unhinged.
Today I attempted to join a dating app, Hinge to be specific. I told myself I would give it a genuine attempt, which in my book is 24...
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dearabi
Feb 1, 20212 min read
Supermarket Sushi.
It pains me when I see women settle for less than they deserve. It breaks my heart when they make excuses for it, and it kills me when...
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dearabi
Jan 27, 20212 min read
I Burn for You.
It took three episodes, but I finally gave in to the Bridgerton hype. While it has scandal, great music, and a fun wardrobe, let's be...
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dearabi
Jan 11, 20211 min read
Always, You.
People like to ask me if I miss you or just having someone there. I know they're trying to help, so I don't tell them, "No, I'm not a...
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dearabi
Jan 4, 20212 min read
Go Away.
I had a dream about you last night. Right on time too, because I've been wanting to reach out to you more and more. And more. I never...
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dearabi
Dec 28, 20201 min read
Healing Fatigue.
I'm sure every single person that is reading this right now can agree with me when I say, "I. AM. FUCKING. TIRED". Tired of quarantining,...
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dearabi
Dec 21, 20202 min read
The Ands.
During one of my therapy sessions, Angela asked me how I was feeling. I told her I'd been feeling the "ands". It wasn't until I started...
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dearabi
Dec 14, 20203 min read
The Last Five.
August is weird. I'm devastated and OK and proud and scared. I think to myself there's no way I could be handling this with such grace....
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dearabi
Dec 9, 20202 min read
BDE.
It's been years since the term, "BDE" was headlining pop-culture. Yet, there are still a few who don't understand the concept. For those...
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dearabi
Nov 30, 20202 min read
this side up. fragile (pack light)
I am taking my clothes out of the drawer in the Ikea dresser we share. The Ikea dresser I took over, because I have more clothes than...
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dearabi
Nov 23, 20201 min read
You.
I have this beautiful apartment, then realized that home is wherever you are. I get eight hours of sleep now, and just spend every waking...
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dearabi
Nov 20, 20202 min read
Insecure.
I used to think you could spot an insecure man a mile away. Sometimes they were loud or arrogant. They bragged about what they've done or...
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dearabi
Nov 18, 20201 min read
Feel the Vibration.
It's been years since I've owned a vibrator. The last one I owned was the infamous rabbit popularized by Sex And The City and gifted from...
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dearabi
Nov 13, 20202 min read
Anger Management.
I want to be angry. With you. Angry because you couldn't show up for yourself and be better. You wouldn't try hard enough to take care of...
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dearabi
Nov 9, 20202 min read
Sexy, Accomplished, Vulnerable, Strong, Beautiful, and Loved.
In leggings and a sports bra. Right after yoga, pudge and abs all in one. NamaSlay. Walking around my clean apartment and watering the...
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dearabi
Nov 4, 20202 min read
Abigail's Secret.
I have a confession to make - I don't own any lingerie. If there's anyone more shocked and disappointed about this, trust me, it's me....
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dearabi
Oct 30, 20201 min read
The Gift.
Happy anniversary, it's been a year since you stopped loving me. 365 days since you shut all the way down and walked out the door, and...
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