One Last Time, again (again).
It was the best breakup you didn't let me have. And I don't like how things ended. Again. So many things I wish I could take back, yet so...
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dearabi
Oct 21, 20221 min read
One Last Time, again.
It was the best breakup I've ever had. Then you robbed me of my happy, sad ending. And I don't like how things ended. Again. So many...
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dearabi
Oct 13, 20223 min read
The Lesson I Didn't Need to Learn.
Have you ever dated someone with an avoidant attachment style? I thought I had, until I actually did and let me tell you - 0/0 would not...
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dearabi
Aug 24, 20222 min read
Out Love With You Pt II
I fell out love with you, It's not what you did, it's what you still won't do. You asked me if we could change the story, But it was you...
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dearabi
Aug 22, 20221 min read
The Executioner.
They said he was a big, bad man. He was loyal, he could fight, he goes crazy. But he's different now - is he? He's reformed - really?...
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dearabi
Jul 29, 20221 min read
Melt With You.
You were never part of the plan, but the moment you were a part of my life, I didn't think twice. The intention was to keep you here -...
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dearabi
Jul 29, 20222 min read
Needy is the New Crazy.
Things are constantly changing and I am learning to unlearn (and relearn) certain things. To be honest, I can't keep up. I've recently...
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dearabi
Jul 22, 20221 min read
Let It Linger.
I still have on one of your white tees. The last one you let me borrow although I have three currently washed and folded on top of my...
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dearabi
Jul 14, 20222 min read
Break My Soul.
I just had the quintessential solo dance party in my living room while breaking down cardboard boxes for recycling. I bought a sound...
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dearabi
Jul 8, 20222 min read
When the Honeymoon is Over.
The "honeymoon phase" is known as the stage of a relationship - usually in the beginning, where two people are intensely, inconveniently,...
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dearabi
Jul 1, 20222 min read
Out Love With You.
I fell out love with you. It's not what you did, it's what you didn't do. When we first met, it was champagne showers after a...
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dearabi
Jun 9, 20223 min read
Fear and Loving in San Francisco.
I remember pretending to be different women while dating. I don't mean "sexy nurse" on Friday and "naughty school-girl" on Monday either....
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dearabi
May 21, 20221 min read
Love the Way You Lie.
You lie to me, I lay under you. You tell me how much you like me and I don't know what to do. I make excuses for you to make excuses for...
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dearabi
May 20, 20222 min read
WoManifest.
I manifested him. A true partner. A motivator. A man that makes me laugh and feel sexy. Someone on the same team. Someone that gives me a...
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dearabi
Apr 25, 20222 min read
Cringe.
The first time I was on Hinge, it was the first year of the pandemic and roughly three months after my boyfriend and I broke up. It was...
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dearabi
Apr 13, 20221 min read
Showtime.
YOU ARE THE CAPTAIN OF YOUR SHIP. YOU ARE THE DIRECTOR OF YOUR SHOW. How it took decades for me to truly grasp this simple idea is beyond...
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dearabi
Apr 3, 20222 min read
where have all the butterflies gone?
I once heard someone say that "A bright flame burns twice as fast," and it's haunted me ever since. Why does it have to be this way? I...
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dearabi
Mar 27, 20222 min read
Safety, First.
My girl Fab said to throw away any medieval lists about prerequisites you have for men and to replace it with a list of how you want...
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dearabi
Mar 25, 20221 min read
Free Falling.
You say you're actively falling for me everyday. That's nice. I'm not being an asshole, I mean that. I didn't fall for you, I mean that...
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dearabi
Mar 8, 20222 min read
be careful what you wish for.
I've done a lot of work to heal from heartbreak - to ensure that regardless of what happens, I know and believe I am still loved and more...
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