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Lonely, but Not Alone (Written 01.13.21)
Don't tell me not to feel lonely. You don't know what lonely is. I've spent many moons dancing by myself, and solo sunsets staring into...
dearabi
Nov 17, 20222 min read
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Tick-Tock.
Love is never enough. Remember when they lied and told us it was? They even made songs about it. But what if we do have more than love?...
dearabi
Nov 11, 20221 min read
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DickStracted.
It's my Friday morning ritual. This routine is healthy. It's peaceful, it's comforting. I unroll my mat by the door, because it gets hot....
dearabi
Nov 2, 20222 min read
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One Last Time, again (again).
It was the best breakup you didn't let me have. And I don't like how things ended. Again. So many things I wish I could take back, yet so...
dearabi
Oct 27, 20221 min read
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One Last Time, again.
It was the best breakup I've ever had. Then you robbed me of my happy, sad ending. And I don't like how things ended. Again. So many...
dearabi
Oct 21, 20221 min read
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The Lesson I Didn't Need to Learn.
Have you ever dated someone with an avoidant attachment style? I thought I had, until I actually did and let me tell you - 0/0 would not...
dearabi
Oct 13, 20223 min read
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because the blues just aren't as blue without you.
One of many things that suck about being heartbroken is there will be a period of time where the things you once loved to do no longer...
dearabi
Oct 6, 20222 min read
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Do it for HER.
There's a trend going around where you put up a baby photo of yourself as a reminder to do things for that mini version of you. That kid...
dearabi
Sep 30, 20222 min read
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How to Pack just a Carry-on for a 2 week trip.
After hearing about all the CDG airport lost luggage fuckery, I decided to take on the challenge of packing just a carry-on (and a...
dearabi
Sep 20, 20223 min read
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Can I Take You Out Sometime?
I recently watched the movie Clean starring the ever so handsome Adrian Brody. In it, he has a conversation with his barber about how...
dearabi
Sep 16, 20223 min read
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Out Love With You Pt II
I fell out love with you, It's not what you did, it's what you still won't do. You asked me if we could change the story, But it was you...
dearabi
Aug 25, 20222 min read
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The Executioner.
They said he was a big, bad man. He was loyal, he could fight, he goes crazy. But he's different now - is he? He's reformed - really?...
dearabi
Aug 22, 20221 min read
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Melt With You.
You were never part of the plan, but the moment you were a part of my life, I didn't think twice. The intention was to keep you here -...
dearabi
Jul 29, 20221 min read
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Needy is the New Crazy.
Things are constantly changing and I am learning to unlearn (and relearn) certain things. To be honest, I can't keep up. I've recently...
dearabi
Jul 29, 20222 min read
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Let It Linger.
I still have on one of your white tees. The last one you let me borrow although I have three currently washed and folded on top of my...
dearabi
Jul 22, 20221 min read
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Break My Soul.
I just had the quintessential solo dance party in my living room while breaking down cardboard boxes for recycling. I bought a sound...
dearabi
Jul 15, 20222 min read
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When the Honeymoon is Over.
The "honeymoon phase" is known as the stage of a relationship - usually in the beginning, where two people are intensely, inconveniently,...
dearabi
Jul 8, 20222 min read
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Out Love With You.
I fell out love with you. It's not what you did, it's what you didn't do. When we first met, it was champagne showers after a...
dearabi
Jul 1, 20222 min read
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Know Better Love.
It's easier to be crazy. I could effortlessly spiral into an abyss of anxious attachment like it was my super power. If there was a...
dearabi
Jun 19, 20222 min read
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Fear and Loving in San Francisco.
I remember pretending to be different women while dating. I don't mean "sexy nurse" on Friday and "naughty school-girl" on Monday either....
dearabi
Jun 9, 20223 min read
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